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Ehhhhhhhh, I keep telling myself I should be more open with people that aren’t my best friends. So, maybe I’ll be able to do that with Tumblr. I guess I’d sorta like to think of this of this as an introductory post to the people that  don’t really know me already ._. Marcus! is a name I’m rarely called actually lol. It’s my name, but *shrugs*. Most people refer to me as Pink Fresh. A name given to me, by Cooper (another Marcus, Go figure). I am really bad at describing myself. Mostly because I seem to see myself in a different light than pretty much everyone else around me. Supposedly, I’m some really, cool, funny dude. I MAY be able to agree with that. I tell the truth pretty much all the time. I will not say I do all the time, because that’s obviously a lie in itself. I have a really strange belief system, and it functions under the assumption that people are perfect. I am an idiot, for obvious reasons just with that one statement. People say I am a genius, or something close to it. I am also a complete fuck up. I manage to take everything given to me for granted, and miss opportunities left and right. I struggle to find myself staying happy. Like, I am a happy person. I am generally pretty cheerful and easy going, but when i’m by myself, which is something people don’t see (hence common misconceptions of me) I wrack my brain about trivial matters. I think I have split personalities. I am what people like to refer as “a man of extremes”. The side most people see is the cool guy or whatever. What is not seen is the sick, sadistic, twisted mind that I posses. I argue with myself ALL the time about whether I am a good person or not, despite what everyone say about me, because they can not see what I am thinking. They can not see why I do certain things. My intent is unknown to everyone but me, and, for all they know, even if I say what my intent is, I could be lying. I like to fuck with people’s minds alot. I play games with their psychological and emotional clarity. It’s FUN to me. I know I do these things. I know when I do them. You can never tell when I am or am not. Of course, this, in turn, leads me to, as i stated earlier, wrack my brain. I wonder if people do the same. I believe in everyone being an innately good person, but I can’t help but think people are just as deranged as I. Yet, people still trust me, tell me secrets whatever. What if I decided to let them out? Why would you give someone with such a mindset so much power? Of course, when reading this, you would think I’m completely negative LOL. Like the worst person in the world or something. I do believe that I have some good qualities. I am honest. OOO! I also have a pretty unique outlook on the world. I do not really think anybody is ever wrong, unless it can be factually proven. I think everyone’s opinion, however wild, stupid, etc. it may be, is right. That does not mean I thiink it is a good opinion, or even agree with it, it just means I will not judge you for what you think. I am open to new ideas and possibilities of the world, because we are not omniscient. That leads me to be extremely understanding of what others have to say. I listen… Probably a little bit more than I should. I love helping people! Like, why not? You see somebody that needs help, so you help them. that’s how it should work, right? LOL a deranged humanitarian. What funny thoughts. I am not sure if this is a good trait, but it is something that most people should know by now. I am completely obssesed with knowledge and knowing things. I test limits quite often just to find out more information. It is like a drug. I guess it is not a bad drug, though. I am still a kid at heart lol. I love games :)! Like… alotttt :). I currently am A competitive Smash player, and I am known throughout the country as being the best in the country with the character I use, Lucas. Uhhh that’s it I guess. what else  comes to mind. Oh. I may be addicted to sex, but nobody wants to hear about that! I think that’s me in a nutshell! :0

Ehhhhhhhh, I keep telling myself I should be more open with people that aren’t my best friends. So, maybe I’ll be able to do that with Tumblr. I guess I’d sorta like to think of this of this as an introductory post to the people that  don’t really know me already ._.

Marcus! is a name I’m rarely called actually lol. It’s my name, but *shrugs*. Most people refer to me as Pink Fresh. A name given to me, by Cooper (another Marcus, Go figure).

I am really bad at describing myself. Mostly because I seem to see myself in a different light than pretty much everyone else around me. Supposedly, I’m some really, cool, funny dude. I MAY be able to agree with that. I tell the truth pretty much all the time. I will not say I do all the time, because that’s obviously a lie in itself. I have a really strange belief system, and it functions under the assumption that people are perfect. I am an idiot, for obvious reasons just with that one statement. People say I am a genius, or something close to it. I am also a complete fuck up. I manage to take everything given to me for granted, and miss opportunities left and right. I struggle to find myself staying happy. Like, I am a happy person. I am generally pretty cheerful and easy going, but when i’m by myself, which is something people don’t see (hence common misconceptions of me) I wrack my brain about trivial matters. I think I have split personalities. I am what people like to refer as “a man of extremes”. The side most people see is the cool guy or whatever. What is not seen is the sick, sadistic, twisted mind that I posses. I argue with myself ALL the time about whether I am a good person or not, despite what everyone say about me, because they can not see what I am thinking. They can not see why I do certain things. My intent is unknown to everyone but me, and, for all they know, even if I say what my intent is, I could be lying. I like to fuck with people’s minds alot. I play games with their psychological and emotional clarity. It’s FUN to me. I know I do these things. I know when I do them. You can never tell when I am or am not. Of course, this, in turn, leads me to, as i stated earlier, wrack my brain. I wonder if people do the same. I believe in everyone being an innately good person, but I can’t help but think people are just as deranged as I.

Yet, people still trust me, tell me secrets whatever. What if I decided to let them out? Why would you give someone with such a mindset so much power?

Of course, when reading this, you would think I’m completely negative LOL. Like the worst person in the world or something.

I do believe that I have some good qualities. I am honest. OOO! I also have a pretty unique outlook on the world. I do not really think anybody is ever wrong, unless it can be factually proven. I think everyone’s opinion, however wild, stupid, etc. it may be, is right. That does not mean I thiink it is a good opinion, or even agree with it, it just means I will not judge you for what you think. I am open to new ideas and possibilities of the world, because we are not omniscient. That leads me to be extremely understanding of what others have to say. I listen… Probably a little bit more than I should. I love helping people! Like, why not? You see somebody that needs help, so you help them. that’s how it should work, right? LOL a deranged humanitarian. What funny thoughts.

I am not sure if this is a good trait, but it is something that most people should know by now. I am completely obssesed with knowledge and knowing things. I test limits quite often just to find out more information. It is like a drug. I guess it is not a bad drug, though.

I am still a kid at heart lol. I love games :)! Like… alotttt :). I currently am A competitive Smash player, and I am known throughout the country as being the best in the country with the character I use, Lucas.

Uhhh that’s it I guess. what else  comes to mind. Oh. I may be addicted to sex, but nobody wants to hear about that!

I think that’s me in a nutshell! :0

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